Wednesday, January 8, 2014

I Am Growing into My Best Me...RENOVATION IN PROGRESS...

Proverbs 8:10 Receive my instruction, and not silver; and knowledge rather than choice gold.

I value GROWTH and DESIRE a CHANGE that is PERMANENT and PRICELESS. The work required may cause me to be uncomfortable, but I am ready for RENOVATION...

Today, I am focused on LISTENING to what it is I need to hear to continue to move forward. I am fully aware of my PURPOSE and no longer will I allow emotion and distraction hinder it's birth. I am in the third trimester of my pregnancy with PURPOSE. I am at the very end where you no longer feel maternal. You know, when you just want IT out of you. The point where you have accepted the fact that the time is now. I have fallen in love with it but... I am tired of carrying my PURPOSE and allowing it to live inside of me! I love the fact that I have been blessed with PURPOSE and I have nurtured it inside of me. Now, I just want to see it, touch it, watch it grow outside of me! I want to marvel at the blessing that God placed inside of me while watching it grow outside of me. I know that I have a lot of work to do and, I can do it. I know that there will be days when I don't want to be accountable for this new life that God has given me. I know there will be times when I ask myself "did I really want this"? I know that I will lose sleep caring for my PURPOSE. I know that once my PURPOSE is born I will loose people I hold dear to my heart. I know that most people wont understand or accept my PURPOSE. I know that there will be those that attempt to remind me of those areas in life where I fell short of being what I am destined to be...I am fine with that as well. I am confident in my ability to trust the process, and develop my thoughts, aligned with my words, driving my actions into a place where I have allowed following INSTRUCTION to send me in a direction of PURPOSE. 

"True acquisition of WISDOM comes only after a HEART has asked God for the GIFT, the MIND has MEDITATED on,and UNDERSTANDS it's worth, and the to BODY has developed discipline to fuel the SOUL desire to pursue WISDOM regardless of the trials that lay on the paths towards her." -AJG-

Today, I challenge you to really think about why you are here. What is it that you REALLY want to do? I mean, what keeps coming back to you over and over again? What keeps you up at night thinking? What is the thing you want to do more than anything in this world? What is your PURPOSE? Now Journal it...

Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank you for your continued grace and mercy renewed and sent to follow me daily. I thank you for allowing me to continue to be forgiven for falling short and not being all you have called me to be. Allow me to have an obedient and humble heart with a passion toward fulfilling my intended PURPOSE.Lord, grant me the WISDOM to recognize exactly what I need to do, when I need to do it, and exactly how I need to do it. Remove those things which may hinder me from my life and my heart. Allow everthing needed to be drawn closer so that I will continue to have smooth transitions into places of infinite possibilities. In Jesus name...Amen
The Journey Continues...

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